Ruined Orgasm Fun!

The ruined orgasm is a very useful tool for the dominant wife. If you are not familiar with a ruined orgasm, it is when all pleasure or pressure is removed from a guy's cock as soon as he starts to orgasm or just before his orgasm starts but after the point of no return.  The simplest example is when a wife strokes her husbands cock and stops stroking as soon as he starts to orgasm. The result is that he orgasms without any pressure around his cock and therefore after the initial burst of pleasure, all pleasure disappears even though he is cumming. He is basically robbed of having a full-blown orgasm.

So the bad part of the ruined orgasm (RO) is that he is robbed of his pleasure and that can be very frustrating for him. That's the only bad thing I can think of.  There are many 'Good' attributes of the RO for a submissive man. First, many men will remain erect after the RO or they will be able to become erect shortly after the RO. This allows the wife to continue to have fun with his cock. Second, most men will remain horny after the RO, thus avoiding "sub-drop" or drastically shortening the length of sub-drop. Sub-drop is the drained feeling that men get after an orgasm. It's like all their energy is sapped away and they become uninterested in sex, cuddling, or being with the wife. This drop occurs with most men, not just submissive men. However, in the FLR community it is referred to as sub-drop. For submissives, a real negative aspect of sub-drop is that they lose interest in being submissive to their partner and may become miserable or disobedient if she demands something of him. Sub-drop can last anywhere from a few hours to several days, depending on the person. When a man experiences a RO, usually there is either no drop or the drop period is very short. Therefore, he remains in a submissive and obedient mindset after RO.

Finally, another benefit of RO is that when it is purposely done by the wife, it is a direct form of control, and experiencing that control is exciting for submissives. As frustrating as the RO is for the guy, it also is exciting for him to be controlled like that. I recently gave my husband a RO after he had been denied orgasm for 9+ months. He had no idea it was coming  I was teasing his cock at the same time he was pleasuring me with his fingers. As my orgasm came closer, I stroked harder and when he begged for orgasm, I said "yes", which was a surprise for him because he always expects a "no". It took a second to register in his mind and then he got excited an pumped his cock hard into my hand. As soon as I knew his orgasm was starting I released his cock. My orgasm subsequently started. It was very humorous as he humped the air and moaned while he continued pleasuring me and bringing me to orgasm. When all was said and done, he sat across from me, still hard and a bit flustered.  "What happened," he asked. I giggled and said, "Did you like that?" He was still trying to make sense of it. Then he asked, "you did that on purpose?" When I said yes, I think his cock twitched and grew harder.  I think he was more horny afterward than before. lol!

ROs have also been used as punishments. If he has been disobedient, then his next orgasm will be a RO. On the flip side ROs can add spice and mystery to the WLM. There are many fun ways to incorporate it into your sex life. As described above, the surprise RO can be a lot of fun. However, a planned RO can be an exciting activity for both husband and wife. An example is the wife announces that she is going to allow a ruined orgasm. Then she strokes him until he starts to cum. As soon as he starts to cum she lets go of his cock. Of course it's even more fun if the wife does some teasing before the RO. There are many fun variations of this technique that can be experimented with:

• During the teasing, require him to ask for permission to cum each time he is about to cum. Give him a few 'no's before you finally say 'yes'. 
• Tease him ever so slowly holding him on edge as long as you can, until he finally can't control himself and he orgasms.  
• Give him a count down to cum. Try letting go when you get to 2 and see if he can still cum at 1. The most torturous RO is when the pleasure stops before the orgasm starts but after he is past the point of no return. It is quite fun to watch his cock twitch on its own and then see a dribble of cum spill out or a small spurt.

Using teasing with RO is good training for him as it conditions him to hold back his orgasm for you. It will help him build up his tolerance for riding the edge of orgasm. It is also a good way for the wife to learn how to anticipate his orgasm and discover different techniques to keep him on edge and drive him wild. Another fun approach is to have him masturbate and ruin his own orgasm. The wife can sit back and enjoy the show. The variations above can even be incorporated into his self-teasing. 

The last approach that I'll share, is one that I stumbled across by accident and is a real mind fuck for him. It requires cooperation from him and strong will power. I discovered it when we were having sex. My husband has gotten good at holding back his orgasm during sex so that I can orgasm without him having an orgasm (and this is a mind fuck for him in itself). However, sometimes it is difficult for him and I have to stop a few times to let him calm down. One time when he asked to stop, I was on the verge of orgasm and could not stop. I told him I didn't want him to cum and to not move and hold back as best he could. As always, I was on top and so I did not need him to move. He remained stiff as a board as my orgasm hit and I rode him hard. He was concentrating so hard but he could not hold back the orgasm. However, even when he started to ejaculate, he remained still and tried to suppress his orgasm. It was a powerful orgasm for me, but he missed all the pleasure because he was so focused on not cumming. It was a different type of RO because after his orgasm started, his cock was still engulfed by me. In fact I was having an orgasm at the same time so all the physical pleasures were present as he suppressed his orgasm. When I think about it, it was pretty amazing that he was able to remain still.

A few days afterward, my husband confessed to me that ever since he experienced the RO during sex, he had a very strong desire to have sex with me again. Not only was it a desire for sex, but it was a desire to thrust into me during sex. Well if you are a follower of my blog, you know that is problematic. First, it is rare that I even allow him the privilege of having his cock in me. Second, I am on top and in control whenever we have sex and he is not allowed to thrust into me, unless I order him to.in order to give me pleasure. Lastly, it is even more rare that he is allowed to orgasm during sex. Unfortunately for him the RO was his rare moment and it was not going to happen again anytime soon. I have to say it was really nice to be lusted after for several days :). I guess his mind and body knew it should have experienced orgasmic pleasure and it wanted a "re-do." Lol! It seemed that this type of RO had a stronger physical and mental effect on him than the RO where all pleasure was removed.

So there you have it ladies. If you want to really blow your guy's mind, have him promise to surpress his orgasm no matter what and then have fun trying to give him the best orgasm ever! As I said above, this will only work if he is committed to following your orders.

So tell me guys, would you rather be denied for a year or have a few ruined orgasms during the year?

-Mz Kaylee

The Annual New Year's Resolution Post

I have re-published this post from last year, with a few updates.  Enjoy!

This is the time of year that many people look forward to the coming year and think about what will they do better and how will they improve as a person. The typical resolutions you hear year-after-year include:

• Exercise more
• Eat healthier
• Be a better person
• Save more money
• Spend more time with family
• Get a new job
• Quit smoking

Wouldn't it be great if people thought about resolutions for their marriage?  It's not something I ever thought of until I transitioned to a WLM. One of the fascinating things for me about WLM, is that I am constantly assessing and re-assessing how things are working and looking for ways to make the WLM better (i.e. what can hubby do more of to make my life better :). If you don't do this, well I highly recommend that you do.

With a new year starting, there is no better time to take a step back and assess how the WLM is going, and then look forward and think about how you want your WLM to be in the next year. If your WLM went off the tracks and fell to the wayside, the New Year is a great excuse to bring it back to the forefront and try it again or revive it. Maybe you are not in a WLM, but you have been thinking about giving it a try. Now is the time to dive in! And if your WLM is humming along good, there's always room to try new things to keep the marriage exciting and fun. I enjoy trying new things throughout the year or changing up some of the rules and routines. It is fun and it helps keep Thomas motivated to serve me.

For the dominant wife, think about:

• What can I do better to motivate him to obey me and be my ideal submissive husband?
• What can I have him do to make my life better? 
• Added chores, activities, and/or responsibilities
• Better attitude; more listening.
• Being more proactive in serving you
• More pampering
• How can I be more dominant and strict with my husband?
• How can I add more structure to the WLM in a way that caters to his submissive desires while making my life easier?
• What new rituals or routines can I add to increase his devotion to me and improve his performance?
• Are there rules and routines that should be eliminated because they are just not adding value or to make room for new rules and routines?

When thinking about these questions and what you want, also think about specific actions you can do to make your resolutions and goals happen. Then set specific goals of how you will improve your WLM and dominance over your husband, and the steps you will take to achieve these goals. It's important to be specific and to identify the steps to achieve your goals. This will increase the probability that you will follow-through on your goals. For example, suppose your overall goal is to be more strict with your husband. If you set that goal and did not think about anything else, you are not likely to achieve the goal because it's very general and you've not identified the action items you need to do to be more strict. A better way to write the goal is: 

I will be more strict with my husband by doing the following:

• Telling him what to do and not asking
• Making a weekly list of tasks for him to complete 
• Providing him feedback immediately when I am not satisfied with his performance
• Disciplining or punishing him when he slacks off or disobeys.
• Holding him to high expectations.

The above goal is specific and contains action items and therefore, sets a clear path for you to achieve the goal, as well as measure how well you are progressing to achieving it. It is also important to write your goals down. Those who write their goals down are more likely to achieve them. Writing out your goals also provides a mechanism for you to review your goals regularly so that you stay on target. On a monthly basis, read through your goals to refresh what your plan is and refocus as needed. Finally make sure your goals are achievable. Don't try to do too much at once, or you'll stress yourself out. Think about spreading things out over the year.  I like to break the year up into quarters (every 3 months). If you want to keep it simple set goals for the first half of the year and goals for the second half of the year. Here's an example of quarterly goals:  Q1 (Jan-Mar): Become more strict, Q2 (Apr - Jun): Train him to do the laundry, Q3 (Jul - Sep): By September, he will be able to go 1 month without orgasm, Q4 (Oct - Dec): He will bathe me at least once a week. 

Don't get too worked up if you get off track or if something does not work out the way you planned. It's ok to be flexible and adjust goals if your situation changes. The key is to regularly review your goals and get back on track if you've gone off the rails a bit. Believe me, my WLM has gone off the rails several times in the past. The way I got back on track was to reset and re-establish rules and routines with Thomas. Usually I started with a punishment or tough discipline session with Thomas because that always gets him to refocus. Something I learned over the years is that the sooner you react to issues or challenges, the easier it is to recover and that it is never to late to get back on track. For example, In the goal above, I listed 5 action items. Suppose you started off the year and only did one action item. Don't let that discourage you. That is still progress. Doing one thing is better than doing none. Instead of giving up or beating yourself up over not doing the other four items, keep moving forward with the goal and try to do more.

It is rewarding when you set goals and achieve them, and for the WLM, it has a very positive impact on you and your marriage. Every year, I feel like my WLM progresses to a new and exciting level and that my husband and I grow closer together. When I look back over the years, I am amazed and how far I have come as a dominant wife and how much our marriage has changed for the better. It does not happen by itself. It takes commitment and planning, especially in the early years, but the payoff is well worth it.

Happy New Year!

-Mz Kaylee

Almost There! On the 10th Day of Christmas........

Fill in the blank:  

On the 10th Day of Christmas My Mistress Gave to Me....

Ten Lords ____________

Nine Ladies Trampling and Laughing 

Eight Maids a-Pegging

Seven Clothespins Pinching

Six Whips-a-Flaying_

Five Gold O Rings

Four calling Bells

Three French Cut Panties

Two Blue Balls

And a Paddle in a pair Tree!!!

I will pick a response to move on to the next round......

On the Ninth day of Christmas......

 Fill in the blank:  

On the 9th Day of Christmas My Mistress Gave to Me....

Nine Ladies __________

Eight Maids a-Pegging

Seven Clothespins Pinching

Six Whips-a-Flaying_

Five Gold O Rings

Four calling Bells

Three French Cut Panties

Two Blue Balls

And a Paddle in a pair Tree!!!

I will pick a response to move on to the next round......

Submissive Birthday Fun

Birthdays in my house are something special. When it is my Birthday, I am treated like a Queen, pampered, showered with gifts, and not having to lift a finger.  It is my special day and I love it! On my submissive husband’s birthday, he gets a different type of treatment. Let’s just say that for me, it’s very similar to my Birthday.  I get pampered and treated like a Queen. What is different is that I do have to lift a finger. I lift a finger to order him to fetch me things and run errands for me. I lift a finger to give him one spank with my riding crop for every year of his life. He’s a few years past 50 so he was a little red afterward. Now don’t be concerned for him- they were playful spanks. I like to hold his cock while I spank him and he was practically cumming in my hand during the spanking. The bottom line is that on his birthday, the strict and demanding Mistress in me surfaces.

This year on his special day, I had him bathe me and shave my legs. Then I slipped into a latex mini-dress and black heels with studded straps around my ankles – one of his favorite outfits. Next, he was ordered to his knees to worship my shoes with his tongue. Soon after his tongue was worshipping my ass as a reminder of his place in our marriage. His next treat was an intense cock tease from me. I brought him to the edge of orgasm several times. Then I tied him to the bed and queened him until I came all over his face. So delicious!  Now you may think that the grand finale for him was an orgasm. Not so! I stopped giving him birthday orgasms several years ago, when he came up with this not so brilliant idea that he should be able to have sex with me on his birthday, without any control from me and no restrictions. In other words, have sex with me like a regular man. Ha! Was he crazy!  When he first suggested it to me, years ago a few weeks before his birthday, I kept my composure and told him I would think about it.  Then on his big day, I informed him that his request was denied!  I told him that he gave up that right the day he committed to a FLR and asked me to control him. I let him know that as a submissive husband he will never get to have unrestricted sex with me. I remember his cock getting harder the more I talked about this. I think he was dropping into subspace as he heard his fate laid out for him.

Back to his current night…after my orgasm, I left him tied to the bed to calm down, and then I went downstairs to relax.  About 30 minutes later, I untied him. Happy Birthday Husband!  The gifts on his birthday are quite fun too. I love the irony that the gifts I give him are things that make him mushy and weak for me and push him deeper under my control. This year it was a pair of silk and lace panties and a butt plug that is slightly larger than the current one he wears when doing errands for me. Out with the old and in with the new! On his birthday, I made him force the new plug into his ass and slip into his new silky panties. And yes, he was weak and all mushy for me in no time. Fun!

Hearing all this, one may think I am cruel and mean to my husband. I still laugh at how one year, many years ago, our young daughter saw me ordering my husband around and she said, “Mom, how come you are making Dad do all these things for you. It’s his birthday.”  My husband did not miss a beat, and said to her, “It’s okay. I enjoy doing these things for Mom. I like to make her happy.”  He was being totally honest.  For a submissive hubby, being subject to the control of the strict Mistress is a dream birthday. Years ago, I would ask my husband what he wanted for his birthday. His response was always the same – “You don’t need to buy me gifts. Just give me a night of intense domination.”  After a few years of hearing this, I finally stopped asking and just planned a fun day for him and me.

-Mz Kaylee

On the Fifth Day of Christmas, My Mistress Gave to Me...

Fill in the blank:  

On the 5th day of Christmas my Mistress gave to me:

Five Gold ________

Four calling Bells

Three French Cut Panties

Two Blue Balls

And a Paddle in a pair Tree!!!

WLM in Good Times and Bad Times

Author Note: I wrote this post several months ago so the timing is off. I am happy to say that most of the challenges we were dealing with then, have been handled and we are emerging out of the stress and getting back to normalcy. I hope this post brings light to the realness of FLRs - that it is not all about sex and control. For those dealing with life challenges, I hope this post provides encouragement to work through those challenges and keep your eyes focused on the light at the end of the tunnel. I am writing this note now because together, my husband and I overcame the obstacles we experienced, and are getting back to a wonderful place. Keeping moving forward and stay positive!  -Mz Kaylee

Blogs, forums, and articles about WLM/FLR tend to focus only on the domination and sexual aspects of the relationship. This makes sense because that's what people want to read about and learn about. The downside to this narrow focus is that it can create a false picture of what a real WLM/FLR is like. A person could easily begin to think that a FLR leads to 24/7 and 365 days a year of intense domination and non-stop sexual fun. My current situation is a stark reminder that a FLR/WLM is not impervious to same external pressures that any other relationship deals with.

If it seems that I have not been very engaged in my blog lately, it's because I have a lot going on in my life now. The kids are home from college, which I am thrilled about, but it has disrupted many of the  fun, new routines that I have put in place for my husband. Not to mention, that having them home adds a new level of hecticness and craziness to the house! Then there is our parents. Both of our parents are at the age where they are needy and require more support. My husband's parents are the neediest, requiring extra care.  If you've had to care for an elder parent before, you know that not only does it consume more of your time, but it also creates added stress.

It really sucks when you've gotten into a good routine and things are humming along really good, and then something disrupts everything. It's been several weeks since my husband and I have had intimate time together so that means no orgasm for me. He's used to being denied orgasm, but there is a big difference between planned orgasm denial vs. no orgasm because you are too busy or stressed. It's certainly not enjoyable for him. So much of our routines have been put on hold. No weekly review sessions, no corner time, and no massages for me. It has all been necessary due to our current situation, which we have little control over.

This does not mean our WLM is not intact or is falling apart. It certainly is being tested, just like any relationship would be. However, he is still submissive to me and yields to my authority. He still wears pantie every day. Of course, that is the only underwear he owns now, so I guess he has no choice :).  He still has chores to do, but I have relaxed my expectations a bit and I have helped with some on days when I know he's stressed or consumed with activities related to his parents care. It's times like these when I have extra appreciation and respect for all the work that he does for me. It is a reminder to me of how lucky I am to have a submissive husband who is devoted to serving me and making me happy. I've been spoiled by having such an obedient husband and I've come to enjoy being pampered and pleasured whenever and however I want. It is a superior lifestyle!

The bottom line, is our relationship and love for each other rises above it all. I don't want him to be stressed. I want him to be happy. To help him get through this hard time, I have no issue taking back some of the work I imposed on him as part of his submissive duties. The crazy thing is that he would prefer things to be back to where they were a few months ago, when he was working hard for me and I was being strict with him and holding him to high standards. It's just not a realistic scenario right now.  I can tell that he is disappointed when I do things that are his duties. He will apologize to me when tasks are not done timely. During the day he will often come up to me and hug me and tell me he loves me and misses my body. Likewise, I will do the same to him and let him know that I will help him anyway I can. It may seem strange, but my control and strictness is a stress reliever for him and brings a sense of normalcy to his day. This is why I still expect him to do chores, make my coffees, and order him to refill my water when I am sitting watching TV. I have just relaxed my standards a bit and am helping as needed.

Our FLR dynamic is a natural part of our life now, so even with all the barriers and challenges we are facing, our FLR dynamic remains intact. It's just that many of the activities that enhance the experience and make it fun and exciting, are put on hold. We have our eyes set on the future, knowing that this is a temporary situation and we are taking steps to address the issues we are facing, with the goal of getting back to our normal routines. This is just a blip on roadmap of life. 

I share this post to let others know that even a mature FLR is not all fun and games and has it's challenges. It's important to be flexible with your arrangement and adjust rules, activities, and expectations as life throws your curve balls.  It is also important to work together to overcome those curve balls and stay focused on bringing things back to your ideal state.

-Mz Kaylee

 

Shaping My Husband

The ability to shape your husband into your perfect submissive is an exciting element of WLM. It is a powerful feeling when I realize he has been molded by me. It’s also fantastic because it means he has changed his behavior to something I desire and something that benefits me. Shaping does not happen overnight. It takes time, training, and conditioning. When you are shaping your husband, it is like breaking his habits and training him with new habits. Various research indicates it takes 18 to 254 days to break a habit. Shaping in a WLM is about changing lifelong learned behaviors, so my guess is that the timing is more towards the high end of the range (254 days). Some things require time and experience to get him to a mindset to want to do the desired behavior and so it may take years before the molding is complete.

What does it mean to be shaped? It is not just training him to do something. It is about creating a behavior or attitude that is instinctive for him. It is about changing his actual thought process. Let me give a few examples:

Chores: He does chores consistently to my expectations without me having to tell him what to do or when to do it. He gets satisfaction out of doing his chores and it bothers him when they are not done. My husband will often turn down requests to do things with his friends because he knows he needs to get his chores done.

Yielding to me: It is instinctive for him to yield to my decision making and to my desires. Arguing does not occur to him or is a very rare occurrence. When presented with options, it is instinctive for him to defer to me or to choose the option that benefits me rather than him.

Seeking my approval for social activities: He does not make plans without consulting with me. He will defer to me or direct friends to me when scheduling social activities as a couple. It is an automatic reaction to seek my approval versus him having to do it because I require it.

Sex: When he thinks about sex, he is thinking about orally pleasuring me and not PIV sex. He has no expectations for an orgasm or being on top. His pleasure comes from my pleasure, and he desires to be beneath me, pleasuring me.

Notice how in the examples above, the behaviors and things he is doing are instinctive or desired by him. That is when you know he has been shaped. These are all real examples of how my husband has been shaped. Things were not always that way with him. The shaping and conditioning occurred over many years. Some shaping occurred without us even realizing it. In some ways, I was even shaped by the experience, as I learned to be more dominate and controlling. These days I am more intentional about shaping, such as getting him to be more purposeful in his talking. Whether it’s purposeful or unintentional, it is exciting when I reflect on his behavior and thought process today versus years ago and I realize he is a different person because of my influence and control. 

How about for you submissives? Is it exciting to be shaped by your wife or female partner? When your thoughts and actions have been permanently influenced by female power, is that a huge mind fuck for you? How have you been shaped? Do you fantasize about being molded a certain way by your wife or girlfriend?

=Mz Kaylee

The “Business” of WLM/FLR

I enjoyed Debbie’s post last month on “FLR in the Workplace.” What I like about Debbie’s thinking is that she is bringing forward learnings and skills from the FLR framework that can be applied by women in some form in the workplace. Much of what I have learned in my WLM has changed me as a person and has impacted how I conduct myself in the workplace. I am more confident because of WLM and I’ve become a better communicator. It’s also become second nature with me to be firm and straight forward in my dealings with men.

There are many similarities between how a female manages her submissive and how a manager oversees her workers. In this post, I’d like to flip the perspective that Debbie presented, and talk about how your FLR/WLM can be run like business. If you look at methods used by those leaders and managers whom are successful and effective in the workplace, you will find that many of the strategies can be used in the FLR/WLM. Let’s take a look at a few:

The Hierarchy Structure

Workplace: There is a clear hierarchy of who reports to who, and who has final say on decisions. Those higher in the hierarchy have authority and decision-making power over those lower in the hierarchy. If an employee has a different opinion than the boss, he understands that he must ultimately yield to the boss’s decision because of the boss’s authority and also because he recognizes that there would be negative consequences if he does not.

FLR/WLM: This same hierarchy and power should exist. The wife is at the top of the hierarchy in the relationship and the husband is beneath her. This reduces arguments and helps bring issues to closure quickly. When there are differing opinions, a submissive should yield to the Female as acceptance of his submission to her and as sign of his devotion to support and obey her and make her happy.

The hierarchy structure does not mean that those at the top of the hierarchy make all decisions or that they make decisions without seeking input for those below them. This would overwhelm the leader, will probably result in poor decisions, and will likely result in employees revolting or leaving. Effective leaders delegate tasks and decisions to others that are capable of handling them. For bigger, more complex decisions, effective leaders seek input from others, weigh the many factors to consider and then make the decision. Applying this same approach in the FLR/WLM will keep the Female from being overwhelmed, will make the submissive feel valued, and will empower and motivate him to serve his Goddess wife. A submissive who expects his wife to tell him everything to do, will overwhelm his wife and she will lose interest in the FLR/WLM.

Motivation Strategies

Workplace: Bonuses, raises, time off, or a gift, are one type of motivators. However, successful leaders employ other strategies to motivate employees to perform at a high level to accomplish goals. Motivational strategies include, letting employees know their purpose, setting clear and attainable goals, providing frequent positive and constructive feedback, building trust, letting employees know they are valued, learning what makes their employees tik and developing motivators specific to their needs.

FLR/WLM: Instead of money, sex and arousal are his primary motivators. Sexualize task as much as you can. Reward him with cock teases, orgasms, dressing up in lingerie, showing him your naked body, or earning the privilege of pleasuring you. Make sure he understands that his primary purpose in the WLM/FLR is to serve you, obey you, and make your life better. Establish clear expectations for him and daily and weekly goals (what chores are to be done and by what timeframe, proper attitude toward you, what decisions can he make on his own vs. when does he need your approval, etc.). Provide him with regular positive and constructive feedback. I use weekly review/discipline sessions for this.  Express your appreciation to him for being a good slave and making your life easier. Finally, a good practice is to understand his kinks and sexual “hot buttons.” What drives him wild with arousal and turns his mind to mush? These are the things that can be used to motivate him. For example, if he has a foot fetish and has been good, you can reward him by allowing him to worship your feet or give you a pedicure. Another approach is to give him a task to complete and tell him that if he does it perfectly to your expectations, he will be allowed to worship your feet.

Other Strategies

There are many other strategies from the workplace that can be applied to WLM/FLR such as planning, delegating work, doing employee reviews 😊, and training. So what do you think? If you apply the strategies of successful leaders and businesses to your WLM/FLR, do you think your relationship will be taken to a higher, more productive level? What workplace approaches can you apply to your relationship?

-Mz Kaylee

The Strange and Exciting Submissive Male

This post is a culmination of all the things I’ve learned about submissive men through my own experience with my husband, through hours and hours of reading I have done on FLRs/Femdom, and through the many people whom I’ve corresponded with over the years since I started “Femdom Think Tank.”  I was inspired to write this post from recent comments on the blog bout how chastity devices were barbaric and cruel. I often see comments on my posts where people say I am not loving or that they feel sorry for my husband. When I see these comments, it is obvious to me that they are from people who are not naturally submissive and do not understand the submissive mind. They don’t understand that there are thousands of men who dream of being locked in chastity and being held captive by a female. It is just how the submissive mind works! I can tell you with 100% confidence that my husband is happy and is living out his fantasy. He would be depressed if we went back to a normal marriage. There is also no debate that our marriage is loving. We are a very close couple and are very much in love with each other. Having a WLM has made us communicate with each other more frequently and openly and has strengthened the bond between us. I can understand how those who are not submissive would react in a negative way to some of the more extreme forms of domination. Hopefully this post will bring some understanding that female domination in a loving relationship is not about being cruel but is an expression of love. Enjoy! -Mz Kaylee

I believe that many men are naturally wired to be submissive. They are born this way. The Natural Born Submissive man thinks very differently about women and sex compared to other men. It is almost as if they live in a parallel universe…a 4th dimension. At first these submissive men just barely touch on that 4th dimension. It lives in their daydreams and fantasies. If they are lucky enough, they discover a female who taps into their submission and they are slowly or perhaps quickly immersed into this parallel universe.

Natural Submissive Men (NSM) have a much different attitude toward females and sexual situations compared to other men. They are on the shy side when it comes to sexual or intimate situations with new females. NSMs are hesitant to make the first move and are secretly hoping she does. In their fantasies, the women are almost always dominant towards them. The NSM fantasizes mostly about a woman strongly coming onto them or that the female is forcing them into a sexual or humiliating situation. Being tied up or captured by the female may be a recurring fantasy. As they delve deeper into their submissive fantasies, and become highly aroused, their fantasies become more bizarre or extreme. Some common themes that can become arousing for the NSM are being feminized, bound and spanked, teased about their small cock, treated like a dog, or being forced to eat their cum or drink their pee. Are these fantasies that non-submissive men have? Probably not. I’d venture a guess that most men would find these fantasies to be ridiculous and off-putting. The NSM may feel ashamed after masturbating to these fantasies but he can never stop himself from having such bizarre fantasies.

So far I’ve just touched on the fantasy aspects of the NSM. It is unfortunate that a lot of these men never make it past the fantasy stage because of social norms that make them feel embarrassed or afraid to admit their submissive desires to a female. I would also imagine it is a challenge to find females willing to entertain these desires. For those men who are lucky enough to find a female who is willing to tap into his submission….well that’s when things get real interesting….That’s when they move into that parallel universe.

The NSM has a deep burning desire to feel controlled and manipulated by a female. Succumbing to her authority is arousing to him. Being seduced by her into doing something humiliating or against his will is arousing to him. The particular scenarios that excite him may vary from one man to another but the overarching idea of being seduced or manipulated is what arouses naturally submissive men. So a common theme here is arousal. Yes, the NSM is highly driven by his dick. Of course, that is the one thing he has in common with most men (Ha! ha!). The difference is that NSM’s arousal is derived from being submissive whereas other men are aroused by more typical sex scenarios. In fact, the submissive scenarios would likely be a turn-off to other men and seem bizarre and even cruel. On the flip side, the typical man’s fantasy may seem too dull or normal to the submissive man.

So the NSM who connects with a dominant woman, suddenly finds that some of his fantasies become his reality. He craves for his girlfriend/wife/Mistress to be strict with him. He wants to be punished. He wants to be spanked and humiliated by her. These things give him an erotic rush. His desire for the rush is so strong and he knows these things are not typical and so he is willing to do whatever it takes to please the woman in order to experience these things. Her acknowledgement of his submissiveness and kinks is acceptance of him, and that make him feel good.

The exciting and a bit dangerous thing about submission, is that it is addictive. When a female taps into his submission, it is exciting for him and it is never enough. The more she taps into it, the more he wants it. This is what creates power for the female. The dominate female uses that power to force obedience from the submissive. This is where we enter the 4th dimension that is highly misunderstood by those who are not submissive or dominant. In this dimension, humiliation, manipulation, and punishment are accepted and part of the norm. Orgasm control, and yes – locking up his dick, are not only accepted, but are exciting aspects of the relationship for many people.

The smart dominant woman uses these tools to motivate her man to serve her, work hard for her, and elevate her to a Goddess status. It is not cruel at all. Quite the contrary it is a win-win…a perfect symbiosis. He gets to live out his fantasies and she gets to live like a Queen. Furthermore, when he is in a meaningful relationship and channels his submissive craving towards serving his partner, suddenly his need for domination becomes meaningful and fulfilling as opposed to just empty fantasies.

I refer to it all as a parallel or 4th dimension, because to the typical person, the inner workings of a FLR seems cruel, strange, and perverted. However, when you are in this parallel universe, immersed into a loving female led relationship, these “strange and cruel” things are actually motivators and acts of love. My husband lives in this parallel universe. It always amazes me at how much he wants to feel my control. He thinks about it and desires it on a daily basis. Orgasm control and the use of longer term orgasm denial has made his desire to be controlled even stronger. When I tease his cock to the brink of orgasm over and over again, his mind transforms and he wants to be completely dominated, humiliated and manipulated. This is his sub-space. It is like the more perverted or more extreme the humiliation I exert, the more exciting it is for him. When he is in sub-space, I can make him do or agree to just about anything. It is exciting for him and it is exciting for me to have complete control over him.

By the time I’ve pushed my husband into that subspace, I am also highly aroused because it is exciting for me to see him consumed in his arousal and completely subservient to me. Most times, I will take advantage of the situation by ordering him to pleasure me ins some way or I will be very dominant during sex, using him like my own personal sex toy. It always makes for great sex. While that is a fantastic scenario for him, it is not his ideal outcome. Remember, in his crazed aroused state, he desires perversion or humiliation. On Some occasions I will entertain that desire. I may gag him with my used panties or order him to worship my ass with his tongue or I may take him over my lap and spank him with my riding crop. I’ve collared and leashed him and walked him around like a dog. Making him stand perfectly still while I inspect his body is another fun thing to do. Something totally unexpected that I discovered, is often times these weird kinky moments become deeply intimate and bring us closer together as couple.  Weird right? If I had not experienced it, I would not believe it myself but it is true and I have had others share that they have experienced the same type of emotional bonding. My sense is that the willingness of both partners to let go of their inhibitions and be vulnerable with each other, allows them to connect on a deep level. It is amazing and very exciting.

It seems to me (and I could be wrong), that this deep level of intimacy with female domination can only occur in relationships where there is trust and love. When there is both trust and love, each person can completely open up and be vulnerable without concern. I mentioned earlier that the nature of NSM can be dangerous. NSM are vulnerable to strong dominant women and if a woman has bad intentions, then NSM are susceptible to be taken advantage by her and to being hurt. For this reason, it is important for the male in a newer FLR to set boundaries and approach the FLR with caution.

However, the naturally submissive man who finds himself in a loving female led relationship, will find bliss and fulfillment is serving and yielding to her. He knows that her dominance and control are acts of love.

-Mz Kaylee

How Has Your FLR Progressed?

In many of the comments and in some of the profiles on this blog, people often mention they are new to the Female Led Relationship (FLR) lifestyle or just starting out.  I like to hear that those new to exploring FLR are visiting my blog, because the main purpose of my blog is to teach others about FLR and help them along in their journey of discovering the greatness of FLR.

I'd like to hear from those of you that have recently started a FLR (within the last 5 years). How have you been moving along in your FLR journey? What are things that you like and what are your biggest challenges and frustrations. Are you stuck?  If anyone has given up on the lifestyle and are still checking in with this blog, please share why you gave it up.  

If you comment, please indicate how long ago you started experimenting with FLR. Those more experienced in FLR are welcome to comment as well.

-Mz Kaylee

FLR in the Workplace (Guest Post by Debbie)

I received an e-mail recently from Debbie, with some thoughts on bringing FLR to the workplace. It is a very intriguing idea. Many companies have programs to help advance women and minorities and training programs on effective leadership styles, so why not have programs to advance dominant female leaders and training on how to lead and follow under the FLR framework? In the corporate environment, this concept as a whole would obviously not fly, but perhaps there are some concepts and learnings from FLR that can be applied to the workplace. There certainly is opportunity for a small business to be set-up with the FLR framework. Wouldn't that be exciting?  Debbie and I thought this would make for a thought provoking post and so I have published her thoughts below. What I like about her suggestions, is that they are realistic and practical. She even offers good advice for women that can be applied now. Thank you Debbie for brining these ideas forward!  Please read and share your thoughts and ideas.

FLR In the Workplace by Debbie

Female-led relationships have been the focus of many of our postings. These many postings have helped women seize financial control and establish rules and protocols and firmly define day-to-day female leadership.

Where to now? Might I suggest that women take the framework we established in our personal relationships and put them to work in our places of business. Let's look to putting together suggestions for Female-led Businesses FLB. It's time we strike out at the patriarchy itself and make female executives the norm NOT the exception. Following are some suggestions to get our discussion going:

• Companies are looking for women to promote throughout their organizations. Most have plans in place to identify, develop, and promote capable women. I availed myself to just such a program and have been promoted four times in two years. I was promoted over four men all of whom now work for me. I an an executive manager and with a corner office and people to delegate my work to.
• If a woman has ideas as to how to reduce a business or how to reduce costs, she should bring her ideas to the attention of management. Preferably a female manager one or two grades above the level of her proposed changes.
• Dress appropriately! As a general rule a woman should 'Dress for the job she wants, NOT the one she has'. Too many very capable women come to job interviews looking like clerk types - they are offered a clerk type position.
• Develop a network of contacts within you new company. Get to know these essential women and make sure they get to know you!
• Be tough and aggressive. Executive management is not a walk in the park.

And don't worry about your house. You've trained hubby to take care of the domestic front so let him take care of things like that.

Debbie

FLR When Around Others (Guest Post by Robert)

 I’m hoping wives and submissive husbands will share how their FLR is maintained when the

two of you are around others or out in public and you don’t want to offend or upset anyone.

I know when home we’re disciplined in many ways and reminded of our status, but in

public, how is it done?

I’ll share some of our ways and hope you’ll share some of yours. Simple things like always

opening any door for her, including the car coming and going, always replying “yes, ma’am,”

or “no, ma’am” when spoken to, and not speaking unless spoken to (with the rare exception

when we’re grocery shopping together and I may see a good deal or remember an item we

forgot to put on our list and may point it out), and the like. 

Also, as with many in FLRs, we know that though our penis is attached to me, it belongs to

her… even when it’s just a hose. Fittingly, I’m required to ask permission to use a rest room

when out and about. Permission is usually immediately given, but can be denied or delayed.

I can only recall once when I didn’t ask permission and just told her I was going to the rest

room while we were at Target. She immediately stopped me and reminded me I had to ask

permission, which I quickly did while also apologizing. “Not yet,” is all she said.

She told me to go to the adult diaper section and buy a small package in my size. With some

trepidation, I did as I was told. Once we were back in the car, she put a diaper in a cloth bag

and told me to go back to the men’s room at Target and put it on, placing the panties I was

wearing in the bag and then come back. With a red face, I obeyed. Finally, as she was

driving us home, she asked if I still needed to use the rest room. I had been needing to pee

for quite a while and told her “yes, please” and she said I could go ahead and do it there. I

then did as I was told and she suddenly “remembered” something we’d forgotten at Target.

Stopping at the grocery store, she told me to go in and get it, which I did, feeling the wet

diaper and hoping no one could tell I was wearing it. I was finally allowed to remove my

diaper and clean myself up about two or three hours after we go home, having had to fill it

one more time.

I’ve never forgotten to ask permission again as I know each car’s trunk has a diaper.

In the summer, we like to have another couple or two over for happy hour in our lovely back

yard now and again. The daughter of a bar keeper, she likes to mix the drinks. A day or two

before company comes, I am often required to masturbate into a glass (of course, she

supervises). She adds about an equal amount of water and freezes the contents in a special

ice cube tray. When making the drinks, my glass has my special “cum cubes” while everyone

else has regular rocks. As they melt in the whisky, I can see my semen as I slowly enjoy my

drink, knowing I’m pleasing her by being submissive.

I hope others can share their thoughts and methods. Thanks so much.

Robert, a submissive husband

Teaching Him How To Play the Banjo (Guest Post by AJ)

As many of you now know, oral sex, that is, my receiving oral sex from my husband, is extremely dominant in our lovemaking. We only engage in PIV sex rarely these days. Once a year with his penis directly (one of his 3 full allowed orgasms), and perhaps another dozen times a year, where I enjoy him pegging me with the strap-on when I get that special urge for having something other than his mouth penetrating my pussy. On his end, he receives oral sex from me only once a year. So oral sex, him giving and me receiving, is very core to our sexual relationship. Oral sex dominates our relationship for several reasons. First, as a means of ensuring and building his tease and denial in our long term chastity relationship (his chastity). It obviously is needed to sustain and drive that dynamic. Denying him sexual access to his penis is important and vital for how we have come to enjoy our relationship. Secondly, I am able to achieve orgasms, and in fact frequently multiple orgasms, from oral sex just about every single time we engage in it. We engage in it very frequently. So yeah, I want and rely upon it for my sexual satisfaction.

I like my analogy of satisfying a woman with oral sex to the skills required for playing  the banjo. There is a lot of rhythmic strumming and coordinated finger work  involved in both activities. You just can’t flay away at the strings of either without a clue and expect good sound to come out.  The same applies with satisfying a pussy. And.... how many good banjo players are out there? Its a pretty small group based on the total population - that's my experience with my sampling of sexual partners over the years including my own husband in the earlier years of our marriage. Good pussy eaters are few and far between, I think. From my conversation over the years with my girlfriends as well as my own earlier findings, its hard to find a man who can consistently make you cum from his abilities in this department. Who's to blame? It doesn't really matter is my take on this. What we should focus on is corrected this grievous situation.

This is my take on turning my husband into an excellent cunnilingust. Communication.  Yes COMMUNICATION is the key and answer to this entire issue. Our sexual experiences didn't take a drastic turn to the better until I started verbally and physically communicating with my husband on what exactly he had to do with his tongue, mouth and fingers to make me orgasm. That was an evolution and an evolution brought on in my case by us going to this FLR lifestyle. I had to get over my aversion to potentially hurting his feelings and I needed to give him play by play game calling as he was in the process of strumming my banjo. Think about it. How does he really know what to do down there? What formal schooling has he had? Most men acquire whatever skill set they have in this area through a trial and error process (mostly error) with a mostly quiet and complacent partner who is not really giving them any real constructive criticism or feedback. As result they mostly make it up as they go along. They develop and ingrain all sorts of bad habits along the way. The end result from that, we don’t get our needed orgasms the vast majority of the time. Its a total fluke when it does occur. As my husband and I became more in depth with the entire FLR lifestyle I lost my sexual and personal passivity. I become outspoken, confident, and assertive. I no longer accepted failure as a routine outcome. I demanded and expected better from him. Men, most men I think, are far more thick skinned about this then us women would believe. Men, like my man, in fact get quite turned on by being explicitly directed and told what to do in this area. Every oral encounter we now have involves me verbally and physically coaching my husband on what he should be doing down there at any given instance of time. That includes today where 99.9% of the time he is able to give me at least one orgasm this way if not two or three. Its completely  routine for me to orgasm today. That was not always the case - not even close. But today I tell him:

"lick harder"

"lick softer"

"stay in that spot and don’t you fricken move until I tell you to"

"suck my clit"

"suck my pussy lips"

"suck on my breasts"

"put your finger in my ass"

"wiggle your finger around"

"lick my ass out"

"lick top to bottom"

"lick bottom to top"

"lick side to side"

"its starting to hurt, move to a different spot"

"keep licking"

"stop for a second until I tell you to start again"

"let me see your caged cock"

"are you dripping right now, let me see it"

"taste it"

"put your tongue in deeper"

"deeper"

"blow on it"

"your blowing to hard"

"pinch my nipples"

"grab my ass"

"etc, etc"

You have to tell him and instruct him while he is actively in his process of delivering the goods. That’s when my husbands oral game went to that next level for us. It continues today. Gone are the days of me laying there and hoping for the best. Once you begin directing him this way, he will slowly learn and pick up his techniques along the way. Good skills not those clumsy ones which he always assumed worked but didn't. As women, we also know that our orgasm isn't quite as easy and repetitive as his. Unlike him where if you stroke the genies bottle long enough, that your guaranteed that the genie is going to pop out eventually, it doesn't work that way for us. We need foreplay prior. Our pussy changes day to day with our mood and excitement. Yesterday a strong lick was the ticket, today its a softer one. Tomorrow its that finger in the ass at the strategic moment. It really does vary day by day with us with what makes us pops goes the weasel. That’s why its important for us as wives and girlfriends to continue the active coaching and feedback with every session. It yields results. Be loud and vocal. In no uncertain terms tell him when he is doing good and when he is doing bad (for sure when he is doing it wrong or its just not working). Grab him by the hair and move his mouth where you need it. Press those knees into the side of his head to encourage him. Encourage him. Paddle his backside with that ridding crop. Give him a quick beat when hes doing something right. Beat him harder when hes getting close. In no ambiguous terms let him know when he is hitting that sweet spot today. Don’t accept failure as an option. My man knows that if he doesn't give me that orgasm, that there will be repercussions. His butt will feel the flame from my paddle or belt. His knees will feel the pain from scrubbing the kitchen floor. He knows, so he performs to expectation. More importantly, once he begins to know what he is doing down there, once he begins to get good at it, he really does begin to take real pride in his work. He WANTS to give you that orgasm, its immensely important to him. It satisfies his ego, his virility, and in my husbands case, it satisfies him sexually. My orgasm is indeed his orgasm these days. He feels it mentally and physically, he gets his own sexual and mental euphoria when I orgasm. Its that important. So once the free flow of communication gets there,  his heart, his mind and his tongue will closely follow. You will start having those orgasms - all of the time, routinely and not fleetingly.

What else helps?

Don’t smell like last years tuna catch down there. Keep it fresh for him. If your going to include in his regimen rimming your ass, give that a quick sudsy finger before you hit the bed. Make it inviting for him, it really helps him and you both. It allows you to relax, it allows him to focus on whats important. Sometimes we do have that sweaty just back from a jog or exercise sex. Fresh out of working in the garden sex. Sometimes that does punch the clock, but usually its a bit more controlled.

At the same time, even for my husband who knows he isn't going to be on the receiving end, insist that he also keeps himself fresh. It doesn't exactly get my juices flowing to have a putrid man in my bed with me. I do like a light manly stink on him. But I don't want BO city. I don’t want crumbs falling out of his ass. Brush those teeth, I don’t want garlic breath on me.  Keep it clean and fresh bud.

Always be vocal in your lovemaking. No one get energized from licking a cold dead fish. Show your energy, show your passion. Cheer him on. Praise him when he makes you cum. Scold him when he doesn't. Show energy and passion, its contagious. He will step his game up when he gets this sort of active encouragement. My man loves it when I talk dirty to him. I love it when I talk dirty to him, it turns me on as well. Get into the game don’t sit passively on the sidelines.

In my particular case. It really turns me on immensely to see him always hot and horny. All of that tease and denial is my foreplay. When I see his cock dripping its pre-cum from excitement, that excites me. It helps get me in the mood. I like seeing his cock straining in its cage. The bulging engorged skin pushing out from between the bars. It tells me he wants and enjoys it. Believe me, this isn't an issue in our house.

I enjoy taking my man. I don’t always wait for bedtime. Frequently, I just grab him by the ear or by his caged package and just push down my pants and tell him to get busy with me standing there right in front of him. What could be or feel more sexy that that? Spontaneity is important and invigorating. Its exciting. Take control, he really wants you to. This will greatly enhance his performance and delivery.

Hope some of these tips helps out. I know that oral sex is a big winner in my house and I really believe that what I wrote above was key for us to achieve that. Enjoy your orgasm.

AJ

This and That #2 (Guest Post by AJ)

Cruel and unusual? ...

As of writing this, he's currently at 147 days since I let him have his last full blown orgasm, so you might have me at “unusual”, especially if you are more of the vanilla mindset. But cruel ?…. I’ll let you be the judge after presenting my case.

Judging by what “I” am reading within the lines and between the lines from his daily journal entries he is in a state of marital nirvana. His mind is in the mental mush land where he enjoys it to be. Every added day of sustained mush is like adding another 1000 slow teasing caresses on his cock with my silky mouth and lips. I think I can best describe his denial as a form of Chinese water torture, but of a very pleasant variety. What's going on in his mind is way way better than what could potentially be going on physically between his legs for those occasional 2 minute sprints if he was still living life as a normal vanilla man and just having his orgasms when ever he felt like it. From witnessing his generally enthusiastic and content everyday behavior in and around the house I have to believe he is no worse for the wear. If he was living some sort of miserable existence, I doubt that it wouldn’t bleed over to all aspects of life both in the bedroom and out of it. You can’t disguise happiness.

From seeing that all important telltale drip coming from his caged cock almost on a nightly basis as he feasts upon my temple of love, I know that he is 1000% enjoying that bucking bronco which is his chastity, orgasm denial, and edging ride. Believe me, as he licks, sucks and caresses my body he is not just going through some sort of expected obligatory motions. He is into it with every fiber of his mind and body. He looks forward every night to the gymnastics which go on in our bed, and his penis never see’s a single lick of attention by and large when that occurs. He is energized!

Ok I think that I would say I can rest my case for him, but what about me? What am I, his loving wife, getting in return for my energy and efforts expended with this… What do I get in return for all of the “lost cock”?  It takes energy and continued creativity on my part to keep his mind in mush land.

As already mentioned, I have a very happy husband. If he’s happy and content that’s a large part of what also makes me feel content and our marriage smooth. As  already mentioned, I have one well tended garden. Enough said.

Additionally, I know from the smile on my own face, having that wonderful freedom of to do as little housework or as much household chores as I choose to do or not do,  is a supreme gift from him to me. Sex is always wonderful, but having him step up to the plate so selflessly and enthusiastically on the domestic side is indeed a treasured gift to me. Honestly, what's not to love as a woman with this situation? I am the pampered sovereign Queen of my Kingdom.

I speak a lot of “his” mind mush with this whole topic. But I also experience my own versions of the same sort of mush. This has really been a development over time for me. It took some time in the lifestyle for this to come to pass and for me to admit to it. When I see him in his teased and tormented bliss, I achieve a huge degree of satisfaction in placing him there. I know that its my confident and determined driving of the marriage which is getting him to that state. There’s always a certain joy in work well done. A certain naughty side of me has surfaced as a direct result of our lifestyle. Its become erotic, its at times wicked, and its certainly sensual many times. It makes me physically wet to tease him to death. There is even a certain level of excitement and eroticism that I feel when I discipline him. Draping a man over your lap and whipping his naked backside with a belt can be strangely satisfying and stimulating.  I can honestly tell you that these are not feelings I experienced previous to our FLR lifestyle but they have become enjoyable elements for me as this has progressed. My mind gets a bit mushy with all of this as well and I think I have developed my own sort of physical and mental need for it. There, I have said it and its on record! I am one truly satisfied and happy wife in all aspects of that definition, and he really is one extremely lucky cowboy to have a bunk on my ranch house! All it took was for me to learn how and when to apply my spurs and to get over my initial fears of digging them in too deep.

The future of his orgasm…

So far he’s only had one of his three guaranteed full blown orgasms this year (our verbal contract so to speak). I think I'm going to save the remainder of his orgasms for his Christmas present. I want us both to experience what the longer haul of denial will bring from him.  He’s holding up well, and I think he has it in him to go a longer distance. We’ve done plenty of half marathons with this so far and I think my little stud is trained and ready for going to his next level. So he's got some time ahead of him yet before he gets to  escape  from Alcatraz (with the nice Wardens help). I think were both up for the challenge and its good to push the boundaries a bit. Asides from all of the positive chemical and physical mojo type stuff being developed by his continued chastity, denial and edging, I think he is also attaching a sort of air of pride in himself for being able to continue his streak. He's really learning through living that while he has given up his physical orgasm up to me, to a large extent for our relationship, he is in return experiencing and feeling so much more by having done that. It a very large net positive for him (and *Me*) and not the opposite. Unless you are a couple actively practicing within this sort of activity (especially long term!!!), its difficult really to visualize this dynamic well, but it really does work if you can make it past those those early teething pains when your playing and experimenting with this life. It has to go through a developing and nurturing  phase where you both learn what works and how (and if). Suddenly when your not looking and are of an open enough mindset to accept it, your own marital nirvana can be right there for the both of you.

His chastity device…

Taking into account some of the past comments made from my chastity device blog post a while back, we've also experimented with a new plastic device for him. We've purchased a Cherry Keeper Short Headlock device for him. That was about 2 months ago. So far we are really liking it as the new alternate plastic device to his gold standard device which is the metal Rigid Half Shell. For kink heightening reasons, that's still our favorite device because of the PA locking device which it incorporates. We had discussed this as equals since it is a physical alteration to his body, and then had him pierced just so we could experience the full benefits of the locking device. We know that's its physically impossible for him to cheat from his lockup with that device since pullout from the back of the device is not possible while it is locked. He can still sneak an  orgasm if he really wanted to, but that's another already covered story and its not going to happen at this point in his submission to my authority. Asides for the anti pullout aspect, we also like the look and heft of a metal device the best, it just conveys an overall attitude of permanence and reality to us both. So that is a real turn on to us both to put it lightly. 

But having said that…  I like to occasionally mix it up for us by having him go to plastic sometimes. There are several good reasons for us to occasionally do that. Its a slightly different look and feel for him when he wears the Cherry Keeper on his cock, and sometimes that comes in handy when he develops those occasional slight irritations on his penis from wearing the Rigid device long term. Switching him temporarily to plastic and to a different device,  allows him to heal up without ruining his chastity cycle by having to go cage free. Also, there are some occasional unique instances which come up where having him wear plastic instead of metal is beneficial, such as airport screenings, potential public event screenings, certain clothing attire etc. One of the biggest reasons probably is that we like to switch him out about once a week for an entire day while we deep clean his Rigid device with my ultrasonic jewellery cleaner. The cleaner doesn’t actually take that long, but throw in some more detailed grooming activity now that his junk has become fully accessible to us both, a long soak in the tub for him, and just to add in healthy allowance for airing him out in a different style of device within a closely supervised environment, it’s then a full day in the Cherry Keeper before I put him back to where we really like to see him. So net effect is that he’s in his Rigid on average 6 days of the week and then in his Cherry Keeper on Sundays, typically speaking.

When he does wear the new Cherry Keeper, he does find that it's very comfortable on him. He had to do some light sanding of it when we first got it to make it that way. Its a 3D printed device so its not totally smooth out of the box when you do get it. We both really like how the head locker portion of this new cage keeps his cock head tightly pressed into the end of the cage and that it also keeps his cock tip in great continuous alignment with the pee opening of the cage. Its a very nice design feature. I don’t know why, but I also kinda find it very hot how his cock head just sort of snaps in there and  clicks into place with the new device. One of our negatives with the Holy Trainer Nub device, our former go to plastic device, was the occasional difficulty he experienced with keeping his pee slit lined up in the rather small end opening of that device - it tended to want to wander off just a tiny bit at times from having that natural alignment. If he didn't take time to adjust himself and/or didn't notice that happening prior to peeing, it would result in him kind of spraying himself down from inside the cage as his stream hit the inside of the plastic. So from a hygiene standpoint it was a bit needy at times. Not a huge deal for me since the cleanup was all my husbands end to take care of, but it did lend to occasional situations where it looked like he had peed himself. A bit embarrassing for him when out in public, and a potential odor issue for us both if he couldn't clean himself up right away. We do not have this issue with the Cherry Keeper, so its a big improvement there and in general, we see it as a measurable improvement over the Nub. The cage opening is considerably larger on the peeing end then the Nub since its more of an open device design and not a closed device design, so we no longer run into this issue which  in hindsight, is rather a large plus. 

With chastity cages your always in a sort of that  perpetual search for the next better mousetrap, and the Cherry Keeper answered our call. We both continue to enjoy his extended wear of locking devices and feel that it greatly heightens both of our states of mutual arousal and definitely one ups our FLR game so to speak. I know its not everyone's thing or need to be locked up, but for this couple, we continue to love the physical and mental effects my husband experiences while wearing a device long term. His PA piercing in particular really brings chastity wear to a completely higher level of kink for us both. I would highly recommend this at least as a 2nd or 3’d look consideration for other couples, perhaps those who are more advanced in this lifestyle choice as we are. Worth an experiment?

Romance and Keeping it fresh.....

A few weeks ago it was my birthday, and my very wonderful husband surprised me with a long weekend getaway trip to the windy city, Chicago. We took Amtrak there and back as we live close enough to one of those rail hubs to do that. I always have loved riding the train, I find it very romantic and somewhat mysterious and nostalgic - I really enjoy it.  Plus no driving and parking especially in a crazy city like Chicago (we're small city folks so were not used to the cramped and busy traffic). Everything we were interested in was a rather a short cab drive away in all directions, so it worked out well for us. BTW, for this trip we used his Cherry Keeper exclusively just to give it an extended test drive and to change things up a bit more. We also weren't quite sure what to expect in terms of the various security screening protocols we might hit at some of the venues we had planned for the trip, so we decided to be safe and not gamble with the metal device and potentially  cause him some embarrassment.  This turned out to be unnecessary also BTW and we didn't run into anything like that, we just weren't real sure what to expect as it had been a while since we had been out and about this way in the big city. (We are oh so small city :).  

On this trip we splurged a bit further and booked a two night stay at one of the nicer more scenic hotels overlooking the Navy Pier area. We are usually pretty frugal with our finances in this regard, so this entire trip was a bit of a special exception for us. But we viewed it as a nice investment in our relationship. We enjoyed a lake view room up on the 22nd floor of the hotel. With the room drapes open it was a magical view out over the lakefront area. I packed a few extra things in my case for this special trip and we both had an extremely fun time. The first day/night I had him give me a full pamper up session in our room before we headed out on the town. He gave me a very nice pedicure and then polished my nails. I love it when he touches and pampers my feet this way. We followed that up by then having him sensually shave my pussy and backside extra smooth up on the large bed. After an appropriate amount of lotion was applied and massaged into my freshly shaved areas, we were ready to hit the city. We took a cab over to the downtown city area, did some touristy walking around, shopping and people gazing and then we had a romantic early dinner at a restaurant where we had a made a reservation at.  Eventually we ended up at Navy Pier for the sights and sounds there. We had a fun ride on their huge lakefront Ferris wheel and then had an scenic excursion on one of their lake boats that we had booked for the occasion earlier. Neither one of us is typically into noise and crowds, but occasionally its a  nice experience, especially when you know its just for a short planned period of time. Navy Pier, the lake, and downtown Chicago was tons of fun.  

Also on this outing …..I wore my nice light mid calf sun dress and sandals (hey I had to show off my fresh pedi) *and* I forgot to wear my panties...... It was a liberating and extremely sensual experience for us both. There’s something extremely wicked and sensuous when you feel the outside air wisping around your mostly bare privates when all that’s covering it is some loose cotton material.  I didn’t let my husband know this until we were already in the cab and on our way to the city. His jaw literally dropped when he found out.  He then was a complete nervous wreck with my "almost nakedness" and was all over himself making sure I was not showing and protected from exposure :). Every time their was a slight gust of wind, he went into a bit of a protective panic. It was cute and fun to see him that way. The whole time out he was just thinking about my cleanly shaved pussy and everything else that goes along with that. It’s a good thing he is kept locked up or he would have also had to worry about himself tenting up in his khaki pants. 

When we both eventually returned to our hotel room much later that night, we were both in quite an aroused state (to put it very mildly)! It of course was dark when we returned and I opened up the large room blinds completely and we both frantically shed out of our clothes. I  had switched the lights off after our getting settled into the room. I then spread myself down naked and extremely wet and horny on the bedspread. We then had sex in our usual way with his head and tongue between my spread open legs. I literally grabbed him by the hair on top of his head and shoved him in there!  I enjoyed three very huge orgasms and just couldn't quite honestly take any more. I was worried I was getting a tad noisy.... After riding my elevator down for a bit, I flipped the tables a bit and gave my husband a nice surprise in return. I had packed my strap-on and favorite dildo for him. With the window shades still fully open and us still in full view of the night sky, I gave his cute little butt the pounding of his life. He then was the one who was worried that he was making too much noise.... 

It was a very very sexy and extremely liberating day and night. I'm still hot just thinking about the whole trip. As a side note, I know this sounds a bit risque and all, but it was very dark and I'm sure that no one really was able to see anything. It was just the illusion of being fully exposed which made it very romantic and off the charts sexy for us both. The remaining nights stay was also fun, adventurous, and full of sex but we dialed it down slightly on that final night. We made the most of our money spent and the locale that we had picked. It would have been very hard to top that first night. We spent some considerable cash which we normally would not have spent - it was like 6 years prior when we had last made a similar trip, and the kids were along for that one - so it wasn't quite the same then, It made for a very nice memory and a wonderful birthday present, well worth the money we spent.

 AJ